todays a long day n thank God, its over!!(:

though today was a long sch day, i enjoyed the bitching wif ashhem n ben, the random chat session wif jieling, si ling n fiona n teasing bing bing!!

these r the littles things in life tat makes me happy..but of cus not forgetting the 4c outing coming right up..i will be organising it so hopefully it turns up 2 be a success n every1 goes home happy(:

yes m tmr is friday, the last sch day of the week n wats more, i drop chem 2 h1..no more pracs!haha..

so long ppl!gonna stay on some work..tata!!


-dickson

ahh..finally had time 2 blog..
today is a tiring day 4 me but luckily i had a power nap in the evening..yeah!but nonetheless, i m still gonna turn in early tonite cus i LOVE MY SLEEP!!(:

i shall keep tis posts cheerful n exclude all those "bad" stuff that happened today..
encountered 3 similar events tat made my day today..shall nt elaborate further..asheem n ben,pls pls pls keep it 2 urself!!urself!!screwed up my physic prac lik i always do..haha but i m nt gonna give it a damn.

anw,tmr there is the 5 items 4 fitness test n then soccer training!):

n tat blazer tink..meet at sc room then still come sports complex find us 4 wat?!lame..

gonna rub Counterpain on my thighs lik never be4...


-dickson

finally back at home after a tiring day..
soccer training is nice today but it is damn damn tiring..
legs r cramping up ald!):

somemore tmr is the 2.4km run..wtf!!but luckily my dear fren jieling offered 2 bring me counterpain tmr!! awwwww...!thanks good "brother"(:

arghh..still got maths tutorial nt completed..oh well gtg now n catch my beauty sleep..tata..

went back 2 dunman today speech day n omg!!it was nice seeing old frens all tgt again in the sch tat we studied tgt for 4 yrs..though the sch has nw been renovated, there are still tinges of nostalgic thoughts running thru my mind.

Esp when our brother(lao da), Aaron, went up the stage 2 deliver his speech as Distinctive Dunmanite of 2007,he recollected past 4c events which set me thinking.He really did us proud by winning tat highest accolade of the speech day event..good job bro!u did 4c proud!

after speech day, we went 2 watch 'DARK KNIGHTS' tgt..it was a really great show n full credit 2 the JOKER, by the late Heath Ledger. He definitely set my pulse running whenever he appeared on the screen n he acted the character of Joker to the fullest..(:

after the movie, we went 4 a quick dinner at KFC n headed home..really miss my old schoolmates n as i went home wif Kah Hwee, we wondered when will be the next time we will meet tgt again..in the midst of hectic schedules n cca commitments..

oh well..when the time comes, we will meet again(:

oh dang!didnt touch any of my books or sch stuff when i reached home..jux feel lik slacking at the way..drats but perhaps a whole week of e-learning has awaken the lazy side of me..

anw, did a tarot test n tis turned out 2 be my character or rather, my fate..

You are The Chariot

Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.

The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

-dickson(:

last nite some1 lectured me n somehow, i tink i finally woke up 2 my senses..

i have decided 2 do smt bout it...

veri sorry 2 tat 3 persons..

-dickson

life has been a bore 4 the past few days..never blog 4 the past few days cus i really had nothing 2 blog n i tot mayb i jux accumulate 2 or 3 days then blog once..but i realise after 3 days, nothing really happened..

once again, i feel the emptiness in me..initially i tot i had gotten over all those stuff of the past..but somehow its still lingering inside me..
in the past, my schedules are so hectic tat i find going out once-a-week veri troublesome..but now, i start 2 cherish n appreciate those days..

those days when i need emotional support, tat 1 person will be there 4 me..
when i m bored, tat 1 person will msg me or even call me straight-away..
tat 1 person who will accompany me out every week without fail 2 help me de-stress..

once in a while, i will take a peek at my hp,jux 2 check if there r any msg,from anyone..but of cus, there isnt..

anw, those r ald the past..we live 4 the future rite?hopefully so..

i m still trying 2 adapt....


-dickson

woah first day of e-learning is gone n i can tell u tat the e-learning 4 maths is kinda screwed man!
we hav 2 ans some stupid quiz Qns n if we get the answer wrong, it will redirect us back to the relevant pages 4 a revision.wth, so there i was going back to the relevant pages n then 2 the qn, to n fro..

waste my time!!!):

anw,tis past few days i feel rather empty..it is as if my heart is screaming, yearning 4 smt..
feel the urge 2 go out n chill wif frenz, catch a movie n hav dinner!!

gonna hav a much dreaded pw meeting tmr): BORING!!!
but its still ok cus i plan 2 jog at bedok reservoir after tat..train 4 marathon!!(:kambate!!


-dickson

yeah sch breaks 4 a week of e-learning!!
which means no more hectic work schedule,no more homework n no more boring lectures!
but it oso means no more soccer training n most imptly, my candidness!!):

but still ok la..at least can sleep more n wake up a little bit LATER..haha.

lately, i have been suffering from some stuff of candy syndrome n i desperately need my candy!!

ASHEEM N BEN,HELP!!!!



-dickson

oh no...i need my candy!!);

anw, didnt blog 4 the past few days as i was simply 2 tired 2 blog..

n it will be a short blog today 2 cus my head is spinning n i badly need SLEEP!

Donated blood jux nw n tats why i feel dizzy n a mild headache too..
but it was well worth it as i feel a sense of accomplishment(:

registered for the NIKE human race 10k run..haha yeah! finally smt tat i wanted 2 do 4 a veri long time(:
though its onli 10km tis round, i aim 4 a full marathon in the near future, i hope..

anw, bye peeps i m off 4 a nap...-yawns-

n i really need my candies!!

its all over..8.10pm..11 of june..
gone r those happy days..but i tink 4 now, it may be the best option for us..

u cried..i cried too..a typical ending 4 a break-up?i suppose so..
the sermon ytd in church kept me pondering again..

they say:"Tears r a gift. Tears r God's gift 2 take inside 'pain' n bring it 2 the outside where it can be healed n produce fruit."
freaked out cus the sermon very much applied 2 wat had happened..


Carrying on.....

"God's solution for resolving loss of relationship or any other bad stuff is SADNESS. Tis sadness allows u 2 let go of wat u cant have in order 2 make room in ur heart 4 wat u can have...."

after tat sermon, i felt much relieved but somehow still feel the 'sense of emptiness' inside me..
i guess i need some time getting used 2 it..:(

anw, i wish u all the best in future n best of luck in watever u do..take good care of urself..


-dickson