life has been a bore 4 the past few days..never blog 4 the past few days cus i really had nothing 2 blog n i tot mayb i jux accumulate 2 or 3 days then blog once..but i realise after 3 days, nothing really happened..

once again, i feel the emptiness in me..initially i tot i had gotten over all those stuff of the past..but somehow its still lingering inside me..
in the past, my schedules are so hectic tat i find going out once-a-week veri troublesome..but now, i start 2 cherish n appreciate those days..

those days when i need emotional support, tat 1 person will be there 4 me..
when i m bored, tat 1 person will msg me or even call me straight-away..
tat 1 person who will accompany me out every week without fail 2 help me de-stress..

once in a while, i will take a peek at my hp,jux 2 check if there r any msg,from anyone..but of cus, there isnt..

anw, those r ald the past..we live 4 the future rite?hopefully so..

i m still trying 2 adapt....


-dickson