feel so freaking dreadful today)))):

okay as all of you know, i have to sit out training for at least 2 weeks due to my ligament.but the worse thing isnt about the physical pain i'm feeling..rather,i feel emotionally shattered..

while the boys have their training in the afternoon,i feel sad because i can only watch from afar and cant join in.how i rreally rrreally wish i was right there,with them training..no matter how physically draining or mentally straining,i really want to join them..

whenever i'm fit and join training, i will always complain about how tiring it is and always look forward to water breaks n all..

but now i rather train all the way without stopping than like now..out for 2 weeks):

its all about,"Losing,Regretting and then Cherishing.."
its a vicious cycle and i'm pretty sure this 3 processes happen to alot of ppl out there,n of course me..

we just have to learn from our past,but yet look forward to the future n of course enjoy the present!!



"dont try to read my mind..
cus u cant n will never.."



-dickson